Simple Day

After seven months of my internship i had to back to reality and continue my studies again.
the world are so big and i am just too little to the world and i wish to explode myself more to the outside world..but not everything that i wish will always dreams come true and i still stayed at the same places like last time. Nothing much to write but i am glad that i back to my blog again (while writing my post i can heard my parent fighting).

Hello To Myself

After so so long i am back to here.
review those post that i have wrote it in previous
felt like im reborn after all the bad thing happend on me.
i admit i felt so sad and hopeless in past few months but im glad im still me after all .
thank you for those who still stayed beside me
who said those thing we cannot get will be the best things?
i am glad those people who disappear in my life and i made the right choice on what i have done.
"Friends, Thank you for betray me and let me felt that down if not im still living in the hell. Without you all i won't be stronger and i have no chance to meet those better people in the world". Just want to said Thank you .* truly from heart*
i am so in love current life and enjoying sharing every happy moment with all those who i care.
Lastly, thanks to myself i'm still alive after all.
ENJOY 2015

Holy shit

暴躁的心情谁能体会

我快要疯了

莫名的暴躁

不想影响身边的人

但却不能控制自己的情绪

我怀疑自己快要有情绪病了

我会把身边的人逼疯的

我真的疯了

我想看心里医生啊！

今天我又做错了
我蛮肯定我这一世人会被自己的坏脾气给毁掉
我不可以狡辩因为我真的错了
我没想到因为我的问题导致出现这样的问题
我实在不配你
你有后悔和我再回一起吗?
我不敢问因为我怕你的答案是我最不想听见的
我不明白为什么我那么失败
我恨我自己
什么都做不好
连最基本的都不会
是我毁了你的心情
看到你被我气得快晕掉那一秒我后悔极了
但太迟了....我只好承受
对不起,我不配.

what a emo day!
just so tired and im feel so upsad because of your attitude
maybe you dont like my attitude too
i just hate myself
i should be single...i should be
i dont want to be a trouble maker
sometime i feel so meaningless with everything that i did
im so tired and lazy
i want a boyfriend who can see through me
im so tired keep on telling him what i want and what i dont like
like a bitchy keep on mumbling
i know im not a good girlfriend
but sometime when you complaining me,i just want to tell you i have tried all my best to act like a good girl but it just failed
fed up...tired.....goodbye

是不是每个男人都一样?
就连电视剧都是这样演
在一起久了就嫌弃,抱怨,想尝试别的
好可怕的世界
俗语说：‘女人出不出軌，取決於她的男人。男人出不出軌，取決於有沒有機會’。

心里就像空了一个洞
感觉世界只剩下我一个人
昨天我不断的问自己是否我做错了什么
是我的问题还是别人的
有时候我对你埋怨希望你不会不耐烦
我除了朋友和家人，你就是我最亲密的人
我讨厌但我和你说他的时候，你就会说我不懂，我很烦或我不想烦这些事
难道我想吗？我也很委屈。我不奢求你开导我或说我是对的但我知道你也不会。
我只希望你可以聆听我的委屈和愤怒
如果你需要我，我也可以扮演一个好的聆听者
我有时候很渴望别人的爱情但这并不代表我们的爱情不好
只是我迷恋他们的坦诚相待
我总是把我自己变成你爱的那个，我会时常说你以前爱过的女孩是因为我觉得她比我完美
我希望你对我说我比较好...在你面前我总是很卑微。不知道为什么...
有时候你的语言会令我遭受很大的伤害
因为你是我在乎的。
我希望但全世界的人都把我当成坏人但你会是那么一个相信我的人
我讨厌你总是然我流泪，还要是独自流泪。
为什么好像要把我弄成是错的那方？
为什么我要奢求他对我的友谊？
我不在乎！这然我觉得自己很卑微虽然我是。
孤独的我这一辈子都孤独吧.
坏的总会过去。